How pain brought me closer to God. A story of betrayal, forgiveness & reconciliation

I've never told this story online before. It is a story of how I started on my way to find Christ for real. I am so very careful in how I tell this story because I know how crazy it sounds and how others may be vilified because of it but I have felt prompted over the years by God to share the ins and outs of my crazy testimony, life and experiences. So here goes nothing! Please listen with grace where others are concerned.